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  I feel Jacob's hands over mine and then he grabs my wrists, he lifts then places my hands on Henry's chest, then he lets go. I can see Henry's face in the flashes of light. He is unsure, uncertain, though he doesn't move away from me. The next strobe of light flashes and he has pulled both of his lips in and as the light fades he takes a breath. I feel his heart thundering in his chest.

  I slide my hands down to his waist and pull him closer. He moves. Jacob steps us forward. Henry steps forward.

  I feel a surge of wetness drop to my panties and arcs of anticipation flitter throughout my clit and womb. I am in a night club, not my house. I am between two gorgeous men, and I am going to have them both. My darkest fantasy is about to come true. My grip on Henry tightens with my resolve. I am now the peanut butter and jelly all in one. Boldly I place my head on his chest. His hands stretch down the sides of my thighs. Jacobs move up to cup each breast. He is so turned on right now I can feel the heat pressing out from his cock through his shorts. He kisses the nape of my neck and my knees get weak. I tiptoe up and Henry takes a deep breath as he leans down.

  His kiss is different. Slow, inquiring. I somehow think he is making his decision as we kiss as to whether or not he will go through with this. As he re-positions and opens his mouth to share his tongue with me, I know he has been roped into our sordid affair.

  Henry's fingers grip my thighs harder and he moves closer. I kiss him deeply, tenderly and he returns in kind. Jacob slides his hands down my sides then tugs the hem of my shirt. Henry and I part long enough for the garment to pass between us.

  I don't think I will ever listen to this song again without thinking of these two and this moment. Jacob definitely has what it takes to set me free.

  And free I am.

  I grip Henry's back as he returns to kissing me. Not to leave Jacob out I reach back and squeeze him more intimately. He replies by nipping my shoulder. His hands expose my breasts by pulling down the front of my bra as he leans me back taking me from Henry's mouth. Henry understands and he leans in to kiss my breasts.

  "Kiss me.” Jacob demands and I turn my head to the side to oblige him. He nips my lips, he devours my mouth, and I grow hotter, wetter, and more desperate for them each second. It is as if they have a hundred hands. Both of them touching, pulling. It is as if they have ten mouths, on my breasts, my chest, my shoulder, my lips, and my stomach. “I am so fucking hot for you right now."

  I can't respond. Not with Henry licking my navel and Jacob pinching my nipples. I lean my head back on him and say, “More."

  "Fuck yeah.” He growls.

  He puts his left hand down to the top of Henry's head and pushes. I guess Henry just wanted to be sure, because at that he moved to his knees before me.

  Henry's hands undo the button of my jeans then the zipper. He pulls them over my thighs. I feel Jacob sliding down my bare back. His tongue licks the crease of my shoulder blade. His thumb strokes across my tattoo. His lips land there right after. Jacob's fingers strip off my underwear. I step out of them. Jacob kisses the back of my knees and I make a real effort not to fall forward or backwards onto either of them.

  Henry kisses the inside of my thigh, urges my legs apart. The liquid heat now running freely from my body makes me a little embarrassed. I am so turned on by this I can't control anything. Not the noises rumbling from my throat, nor the hand now in Henry's hair, or the one in Jacob's.

  Unlike Jacob, Henry takes his time. Fingers move to spread two swollen lips apart and he rubs them tenderly before attempting to explore with his mouth. I urge him forward.

  Jacob tempers Henry's gentleness with nips to my legs, my thighs and the juncture of my ass cheek and leg. The man truly explores everything with his mouth.

  When Henry finally touches his tongue to my flesh, it is to torture me. He licks everywhere but my clit and I let go of his head for fear I may pull out a handful of his hair otherwise. Jacob must sense my frustration because he stands. His cock nuzzles between my ass cheeks and he plays with my breasts. Weighing them, stroking the sensitive nipples, and kissing my neck.

  I am trembling; my entire body shakes unwillingly at their hands.

  "You are so beautiful.” Jacob says loud enough for me to hear.

  The strobe light has made this entire event a bit surreal. I now close my eyes against it. Henry stops toying with me and applies just enough pressure before suckling my clit and I come. Like a team of wild horses, my orgasm rips through me and knocks me off my feet. Jacob thankfully held onto me. I grip him, my arms over my head I hold onto his shoulders in an awkward attempt to hold onto something, someone.

  Henry stands. The darkness is surrounding us. He doesn't go to the music. He doesn't head for the lights. He gently takes my elbows and pulls them towards him. My arms follow and wrap around him.

  It is in this moment I realize they are both fully dressed. Like a snap, I wake up from the delirious spell they put me under. This just won't do.

  "You both have your clothes on.” I say louder than I intended but the music had been so loud, the orgasm so strong, my ears were ringing.

  I hear two men snicker their laughter at my observation.

  "All right.” I say in a normal voice. “I am going up those stairs, when you get there, I want you both naked."

  I take off for the steps before I lose my nerve in addition to my mind.

  I hear zippers and rustling and thunderous footsteps close behind me.

  "Ouch,” Jacob apparently banged into the wall.

  "Too slow.” I hear Henry say right before he turns the corner of my bedroom door. His run turns into a walk, and then he stops entirely and looks at me.

  I gulp. Unsure if in the light he is still as interested as he was in the dark.

  For my part, I am more interested than ever. I have seen him mostly naked on television several times by now. The only shot I couldn't see then I see now and I have one thing to say about it. “Damn."

  "He's a little bit thicker, so what.” Jacob moves quickly to the bed and jumps in, bouncing us both.

  "What's that on your ass?” Henry asks.

  "Oh, that's a bee sting. Got a little too carried away outside.” Jacob looks at his friend and then says, “I get the top this time."

  Jacob settles on one side of me near the top of the bed. Henry moves slowly and climbs onto the bottom of the bed.

  I am in the middle. I am on my knees and I am very aware of myself, and them.

  "Your move, Sweetheart.” Jacob tucks a lock of my hair behind my ear and I turn to face him.

  He kisses me. I stop turn to Henry. He too kisses me. The differences are simple, noticeable, and such a thrill I wish I could kiss them both at once. I stroke a hand down each of their chests. Jacob's smooth flesh and thin swirl contrasts with Henry's coarser hair.

  I pass their navels at the same time and I grab them both by the cock at the same time too.

  Collectively we gasp.

  Jacob's beautiful pink cock, lean, long and wonderful, contrasts with Henry's thicker shaft and broader head. No less beautiful for its width, though it lacks the same length. But not by much. I lean over to suck on Jacob as I stroke Henry.

  I switch, letting go of Jacob with a pop. Henry is trembling and I make sure to torture him the way he tortured me. I don't know what Jacob sees on his friends face but he enjoys it.

  "Use both hands, do what you did to me.” he says and I let him go to do his bidding.

  Jacob sits back as I show Henry what I learned in that class, just as I had shown Jacob. It works like a charm. He is twitching and moaning and I am really enjoying this.

  "Now me.” Jacob taps my shoulder and I let go of Henry with a pop. He sits up as he continues stroking his own shaft and I latch onto him like I am starved for his cock. “It's okay, she's covered."

  Henry must have given him some secret message to get that response. I get the message loud and clear though.

  The broad head of his cock nudges my opening and I am anxious to fee
l him. Henry pushes slowly in, then pulls back, pushes in farther, pulls back. His hands grip my hips and he pushes and pulls me until he is in completely and I am trying to swallow Jacob because I can't get enough of them both.

  Slowly, purposefully Henry fucks my pussy and Jacob fucks my mouth. I am clenching, I am chasing, and I am sucking in between gasps. My ass slaps against Henry's thighs and he picks up the pace. Determined I focus on Jacob, he holds my hair out of my face, he praises me. Henry praises me. I come. Unexpectedly and quick as lightning, it hits me. I cry out around Jacobs cock and he likes that a lot.

  "Do it again.” He tells us.

  "I'm gonna spend.” Henry reaches for my clit. I tense, but he slides his index finger and middle finger to either side and gently, he rubs, tugs, and oh so delicately pushes me right back over the edge. A smaller, more subtle wave rips through me and I moan around Jacob's cock again.

  Henry quietly comes inside me. It seems as though it takes him forever to empty. I keep sucking Jacob and I drink him down as he spends in a not so quiet fashion.

  Panting, pulsing, and in slow motion we all move to lie on the bed. I am between them. We are silent except for the breathing. Their breathing is growing slower, heavier. I don't have the energy or the muscles to move. I don't have the words to kick them out. My head adjusts to the pillow and my eyes close for a moment. Just a moment. In a minute, I will get up and take a shower. I just need to regroup for a second.

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  As We Lay

  I don't know what time it is but I awake to noise, and I am freezing. I reach for blankets and I feel naked flesh. My body pops up as if it is on a springboard. I look to my left, then to my right. Two naked men are asleep in my bed. I realize what we just did; I realize that I am not sticky or sweaty. I smell my hands and realize that they have cleaned me up. I am insulted, I am grateful. I wonder why the hell I didn't wake up when they were doing that.

  Jacob snores loudly, Henry snores lightly. Jacob has a corner of blanket pulled over him with one hand and his other hand covering his cock. Henry has found his way under the blankets entirely and has rolled onto his side.

  I have half a mind to wake them up and put them out. Then it occurs to me that the window is open and the overhead fan is on. The reason I can see them is because of the moonlight streaming in.

  I start to get out of the bed when a hand grabs my arm.

  Henry tugs me and says, “You're cold, come here."

  He is already shifting to allow me to get under the covers with him. I know I shouldn't. I shouldn't allow either of them to stay here, but I am cold, and I don't have enough energy or sense to resist him. “What about Jacob?"

  "He was too hot so he turned on the fan and opened the window. He'll get under when he cools off.” He adjusts his position as I crawl under the blankets with him. His legs move away from my cold feet at first, then presses against them. “You really are cold."

  I feel a little awkward snuggling up to him but I do it anyways. Something like guilt strikes me in my gut making me reach over to Jacob. I stroke a hand down the side of his handsome face and he smiles in his sleep.

  Henry settles against my back and I realize he has on a pair of boxer-briefs. I am still nude. Jacob is still nude. I don't question it, I am just thankful for the barrier. Then his warm breath slides over the back of my neck as he breathes and I feel my nipples tighten. His arm around my waist, he has made himself quite comfortable.

  Before I can say anything, I hear the soft snore again. As easily as he was awakened, he went right back to sleep. For my part, I lay there with my eyes open, feeling Henry and looking at Jacob. The entire night flashes before my eyes like a high quality porno. I fight the gut feeling that I am losing control. I have an issue with control. It is why I like being here alone, why I like working on my schedule. It is the reason I rarely see my family and friends, because they have poor planning skills and I like to have everything mapped out months in advance.

  From the moment, I stepped into the elevator Jacob Brandon has been messing with my plans. He has interrupted my schedule. I keep trying to negotiate with myself that I am still in control, that I am adjusting to the minor changes like a pro, and that I will regain total control of all things in my life and soon.

  As if he could hear my thoughts in his dreams, he breaks from snoring long enough to laugh.

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  Easy Lovers

  I'm not much of a morning person which is why I am surprised at the smile on my face. Of course as I come completely out of my slumber I am face to face with one blue eyed devil wearing a mischievous smile. “Morning."

  "Morning.” I reply. Henry is still sleeping. I can hear him snoring and feel his breath on my neck. He hadn't moved a muscle since I got under the blankets with him. Jacob was now under the covers and close to me.

  "How do you feel?” He asks and I know what he wants. Me.

  I smile despite myself, “Fine."

  "So let's wake up Henry.” He says as he leans in to kiss me.

  I haven't brushed my teeth, taken a shower, or brushed my hair. The man is pulling me out of another man's arms and into his. I doubt I am a prize worth fighting over, but my removal wakes Henry up.

  "Hey,” He says and rolls to his back as Jacob rolls me to his chest.

  I am on top of Jacob. We both look towards Henry who is stretching and yawning. “Morning.” We say in unison then look at each other.

  It is a bit surreal to be in this predicament. I don't know that there is a right or wrong way to greet a man in the morning, much less two men.

  I don't know if they are as awkward as I am. If they are, they don't show it. This realization sets off a thought in my head. I scramble off Jacob and sit facing them both. They are on their backs looking at me questioningly. I am on my knees in the middle of the bed. At least I grabbed a sheet to cover myself. “Is that what you two do?"

  They look at each other and then back to me without saying anything.

  "Is it?” I insist.

  "What are you talking about, is what, what we do?” Jacob asks and reaches for me but I smack his hand away. That gets his full attention, his smile leaves him returned by a stern look and he sits up. “What?"

  "You two, do you find a girl then share her? Am I game in your super secret celebrity society or something?” They both frown at me and Henry sits up in the bed as well.

  "No.” They both answer.

  "Look, I really wasn't expecting this.” Henry gulps and I watch his Adams apple bob. “No matter what it looks like, I normally don't sleep with people for the first month much less right after I meet them."

  "Jacob?” I look at him. He seems to be the most comfortable with the situation.

  "I've had two chicks before but I have never shared a girl with another dude. I told you, Henry was the only option.” He shrugs.

  Henry turns an angry face to Jacob. “You discussed this with her? What the fuck Jake?"

  "No.” Jacob and I both say at the same time.

  They look at me and then to each other. Something passes between them, some eye contact that I can't quite read. Then Jacob says, “I won't lie, I thought about it when you called, but I didn't tell her. I didn't tell anyone. I wasn't sure it would happen, and then when you showed up, I could see it."

  "See what?” I ask.

  "I could see the way you looked at him, the way he looked at you. I knew the moment you walked into the kitchen that I could give you your ultimate fantasy, and I could give you something you need.” He looked from me to him.

  "You don't know what I need, Jake.” Henry said bitterly.

  "Don't I?” Jacob shook his head and looked back to me. “Come here, So'. I won't hurt you. Not your heart, not your body. You have become precious to me. You have no idea how much I needed you that night in the elevator. You woke me up, forced me to accept myself, and I am grateful."

  I don't move towards him. In fact, I am frozen in place
. Henry leans up to me and takes my hand. I look at him now and not Jacob. “I'm sorry. I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions. I think we may all be on new ground here."

  "He's right So'. I mean I keep pushing things, but only because I can tell what you want, you want me to push you. You want us. We want you.” He looks at Henry. “Tell her you want her Henry."

  "I want you.” Henry nods. “I had a really bad divorce two years ago and I have banned all women because of it, but so help me God, he's right. Even if it is only for a few weeks, I want to spend them with both of you."

  Carefully chosen words I decide. They are both wooing me at this point. Henry's fingers squeeze my hand gently. Jacob reaches out and takes my other hand, the one still holding the sheet. As the sheet falls, I can sense their eyes drop to my breasts. In their mind, this conversation is over, I can tell. They are pulling me towards them, between them, and against my inner voice, my body cries mutiny and joins them. I am lying down in the bed looking up at them.

  "You did a lot for us last night.” Jacob says.

  "Let us take care of you this morning.” Henry agrees.

  Two heads nearly collide as each bend to suck on my breasts. I am learning the differences between my two lovers quickly. Jacob sucks harder, uses his teeth. Henry is gentler, flicking over the bud with his tongue, twirling, and then sucking. It is a rush of sensation and I can't decide which I like best. I close my eyes and decide that I won't make that decision. I don't have to choose. They are both mine for the duration.

  Jacob moves down my stomach and Henry moves up my neck. His hand slides down to my legs and pulls one to the side, between his thighs. I can feel the hair roughened flesh against my smoother skin. I can feel the cotton briefs and the hardness beneath them. His hand meets Jacob's mouth at the juncture between my legs. Jacob positions my other leg wider as Henry spreads my pussy lips and slides his fingers to either side of my clit. Jacob uses both of his hands to spread me wide. Henry keeps his fingers in that spot, caging my clit.